babbling of a fool

I

ts been a while since i have written on this page . But tonight i was wondering why i was so inclined to animation and movie making. I admit that i am an anime fan, ut there has to be something about animation in general. i was thinking about it the whole night and all i could come up with was the excitement and the ease of explaining and understanding inside of an animation script. think about it, why is it easier to say the plot of a story is justified if its an animation. why does it suddenly become easier for people to connect. For me its because every time i watch an anime or a cartoon, it makes me relate to myself and makes me wonder if i would be able to live that life. its amazing how wonderful the world of animation is. It intrigues me and makes me realize how much i want to be the protagonist of the story i am writing. It keeps me curious and makes my imagination flow. Some times i even relate it with my life and my choices. It makes me wonder how many people live their life according to their favorite character or an anime. And that is when a surge of power makes it path into my stubborn head and makes me feel like i too can make a difference. I can influence a  world that i do not recognize at all. Its this strange feeling of power and influence and the means of it that leads me to animation. I do not know how everyone sees it, but for me its a world where my dreams make several others heart skip a beat and evolve their minds into thinking beyond what they experience in their day to day life. I feel movies have the same power and the gap between animation and live action is slowly decreasing and at the same steady rate increasing as well. in all my moments of watching, dreamworks "how to train your dragon" i can feel myself being hiccup. I also want a dragon as my pet instead of a dog. Its just more exciting. I am not sure how everyone feels but even if i evolve into a senile old geezer, my romantic and adventurous dreams will never end. this is me. A stupid day dreaming fool who loves to imagine a world which doesn't really exist near me. And i am not going to let my dreams slip any further away. I am truly gonna live my romance as a human :D   

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Alien final

I decided to go with a nasty look of the alien witha cigar in his hand

Alien

Working on this new 3d model to learn mudbox , whil i find zbrush much more amazing for sculpting i m hoping to find mudbox amaxing for painting ... I love zbrush and maya but some maps just dont understand how they need to be so i m hoping to get a better result with mudbox atleast :D

Painfully true

An age of destruction is upon us and all we wanna do is worship gods . Well i am not an atheist but if you are  gonna worship goddesses atleast adopt something from them . Every hypocrite in india is either illiterate or just a show off . Why do you stop your girls from living ? I know it has been hard on girls for a phew years now , but the mentality needs a turnaround . While people may argue that having a girl child is no more a problem but the people arguing have not actually been to villages of india where child marriages are a tradition to be followed without fail.

In india child labour is so common that u see it at every small bsns houses , for eg chaiwalas or panipuri walas , but the problem is actually abt female childs . Why are they expected to do as they are told while all the boys can do whatever they want .Some girls adopt to this so fiercely that its become a characteristic .These girls now think they are helpless and they dont wanna change there future at all .They think its there destiny , even though they want to change it and do nothing for it . Its even more frustrating seeing them do nothing but crying .I aggree not all girls are like that . The culture and society is so fierce nowadays with all the media that its hard to evade such situations . I think women upliftment needs to be supported  in mass . Not just women but the male community in a mass needs to change there look about women and values need to be carved from an early age . Indian values were old and not meant to be followed in the way they are followed and bend by whims . This is not India .Every hypocrite is an insult to democracy . Please live and let them live 

Me

Whenever i am alone , i think about all the random connections in my life. Just how many people really know me . Am i really a mystery ? Or do people around me all understand who and what i am exactly .  Sometimes i feel i am too vast for someone to understand me but then again do i really want people to understand me ? Am i really in need or depression .I work all day long , for what ? Recognition , Money , or pride . Why do i have dreams and why do i wanna live upto them.

All these people i am around , do they really require me .i think i was born just to prove a point that i existed and only by proving it will i truly exist. I think when life takes a u turn let it go and it will be back before u know it . Life ain't that hard to figure out when you are  following your dreams without doubt's  . living on whims and true instinct gives adrenalin rush powerful enough to make u forget your past .

All my life i tried pleasing people, but for once i wanted to be pampered and i was tagged selfish . thinking about the obstacles i faced to just reach here , i think i have faced enough to be called a nobody from "u dont exist". I was young when fate acted , i learned how to walk agn at 6  years age all over again . I had acquired tb from my Father in heriditory .6 months in hospital had made me an introvert . well i learnt from everything to move on and yearn for future

What are we proving

Today in a news i heard and saw all i needed to comment on our country again . I rarely do a comment . anyways today bjps politician sadhvi devi commented about up riots and why she was trying to provoke hindus to kill muslims . Her answer was enough to disturb me in this beautiful country where power play and backstabbing has been inscribed in the history . A family fighting inside themselves for poor land and the sufferers have all been common people . Mahabharat , an epic story of betrayal and jealousy shows how much the whole power play can turn nasty while maharana kumbhas death by his own son shows backstabbing   at its best , however were uttar pradesh  riot an internal fight between akhileshes gang . Yes gang ,because i cant call people who are not qualified to run a mill ,running government  anything but gang raj . Has akhilesh heard what is the uttar pradeshes impression in states other than his . Why is his state the least educated of the lot .Everybody knows its the most unsafest place in India .What is he waiting for to improve its condition . From infrastructure to safety to education to maintaining gov.t reputation . He just lost everything and as always other gangs (political party) starts attacking on the smallest opening . Now some even make holes to exploit . Politics has lost all its value in India on a social base and gained its monitorial value .

Its high time we as a country stand up and kick some political asses so that the overall conscience increases . Its a shame we have no more worthy competition to vote for .Congress fucked up , upa fucked up and everybody know abt bjpand gujurat . Me being from gujurat know how it all took place .We need to change ourselves . First and foremost we need to raise our own conscience