Working on this new 3d model to learn mudbox , whil i find zbrush much more amazing for sculpting i m hoping to find mudbox amaxing for painting ... I love zbrush and maya but some maps just dont understand how they need to be so i m hoping to get a better result with mudbox atleast :D
An age of destruction is upon us and all we wanna do is worship gods . Well i am not an atheist but if you are gonna worship goddesses atleast adopt something from them . Every hypocrite in india is either illiterate or just a show off . Why do you stop your girls from living ? I know it has been hard on girls for a phew years now , but the mentality needs a turnaround . While people may argue that having a girl child is no more a problem but the people arguing have not actually been to villages of india where child marriages are a tradition to be followed without fail.
In india child labour is so common that u see it at every small bsns houses , for eg chaiwalas or panipuri walas , but the problem is actually abt female childs . Why are they expected to do as they are told while all the boys can do whatever they want .Some girls adopt to this so fiercely that its become a characteristic .These girls now think they are helpless and they dont wanna change there future at all .They think its there destiny , even though they want to change it and do nothing for it . Its even more frustrating seeing them do nothing but crying .I aggree not all girls are like that . The culture and society is so fierce nowadays with all the media that its hard to evade such situations . I think women upliftment needs to be supported in mass . Not just women but the male community in a mass needs to change there look about women and values need to be carved from an early age . Indian values were old and not meant to be followed in the way they are followed and bend by whims . This is not India .Every hypocrite is an insult to democracy . Please live and let them live
Whenever i am alone , i think about all the random connections in my life. Just how many people really know me . Am i really a mystery ? Or do people around me all understand who and what i am exactly . Sometimes i feel i am too vast for someone to understand me but then again do i really want people to understand me ? Am i really in need or depression .I work all day long , for what ? Recognition , Money , or pride . Why do i have dreams and why do i wanna live upto them.
All these people i am around , do they really require me .i think i was born just to prove a point that i existed and only by proving it will i truly exist. I think when life takes a u turn let it go and it will be back before u know it . Life ain't that hard to figure out when you are following your dreams without doubt's . living on whims and true instinct gives adrenalin rush powerful enough to make u forget your past .
All my life i tried pleasing people, but for once i wanted to be pampered and i was tagged selfish . thinking about the obstacles i faced to just reach here , i think i have faced enough to be called a nobody from "u dont exist". I was young when fate acted , i learned how to walk agn at 6 years age all over again . I had acquired tb from my Father in heriditory .6 months in hospital had made me an introvert . well i learnt from everything to move on and yearn for future
Today in a news i heard and saw all i needed to comment on our country again . I rarely do a comment . anyways today bjps politician sadhvi devi commented about up riots and why she was trying to provoke hindus to kill muslims . Her answer was enough to disturb me in this beautiful country where power play and backstabbing has been inscribed in the history . A family fighting inside themselves for poor land and the sufferers have all been common people . Mahabharat , an epic story of betrayal and jealousy shows how much the whole power play can turn nasty while maharana kumbhas death by his own son shows backstabbing at its best , however were uttar pradesh riot an internal fight between akhileshes gang . Yes gang ,because i cant call people who are not qualified to run a mill ,running government anything but gang raj . Has akhilesh heard what is the uttar pradeshes impression in states other than his . Why is his state the least educated of the lot .Everybody knows its the most unsafest place in India .What is he waiting for to improve its condition . From infrastructure to safety to education to maintaining gov.t reputation . He just lost everything and as always other gangs (political party) starts attacking on the smallest opening . Now some even make holes to exploit . Politics has lost all its value in India on a social base and gained its monitorial value .
Its high time we as a country stand up and kick some political asses so that the overall conscience increases . Its a shame we have no more worthy competition to vote for .Congress fucked up , upa fucked up and everybody know abt bjpand gujurat . Me being from gujurat know how it all took place .We need to change ourselves . First and foremost we need to raise our own conscience
Today , Indian culture is a joke . A culture based on traditions and real values is a past . India once recognized for its modesty and a past rich enough to call history itself is now being shattered by people who challenge religion . A country once ruled by kings mightier than any men alive and loved enough to be respected are now governed by officials who are greedy and will drop to any standards . These officials have king size ego but honor lower than a beggar . This country once ruled by ashoka and akbar and maharanna pratap and all those great warriors is crying for its respect . Its not just officials , we as citizens and as a part of hierarchy have fallen so low that we don't even resemble our ancestors one tiny bit .All these crimes and all the scams need a stop . The only way i see it is by increasing the level of literacy . In India people who can read and write in any language are considered literate .Why are the standards so low ....?
Our so called politicians are said to have murder cases sooo brutal on their list that it can shame even the best assassins. There are tons of politicians who cant even be considered a proper literate . Why are people so below the standards to rule even their own neighborhood, able to rule the whole country ?
To expect more scams and more ghotalas or just because we expected them to do as they said before elections .
What i really don't understand is minority in religion . Why is there a prejudice . People with minority religion are given special benefits . where did equality and democracy go when they are needed ?
With sections like these minority and majority , do we still have equality .?
If we were to consider all men and women equal would religion change there values ?
How are we democratic when people are divided by religion .?
How are we secular ?
India now is just a land crying for its people to regain sanity
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