Me

Whenever i am alone , i think about all the random connections in my life. Just how many people really know me . Am i really a mystery ? Or do people around me all understand who and what i am exactly .  Sometimes i feel i am too vast for someone to understand me but then again do i really want people to understand me ? Am i really in need or depression .I work all day long , for what ? Recognition , Money , or pride . Why do i have dreams and why do i wanna live upto them.

All these people i am around , do they really require me .i think i was born just to prove a point that i existed and only by proving it will i truly exist. I think when life takes a u turn let it go and it will be back before u know it . Life ain't that hard to figure out when you are  following your dreams without doubt's  . living on whims and true instinct gives adrenalin rush powerful enough to make u forget your past .

All my life i tried pleasing people, but for once i wanted to be pampered and i was tagged selfish . thinking about the obstacles i faced to just reach here , i think i have faced enough to be called a nobody from "u dont exist". I was young when fate acted , i learned how to walk agn at 6  years age all over again . I had acquired tb from my Father in heriditory .6 months in hospital had made me an introvert . well i learnt from everything to move on and yearn for future